Choose your poison

[redledgerdays]

01. I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE Unfortunately, you can't keep lying to your partner/friend/family anymore. You just don't feel the same for them anymore.
02. I WOULD KILL YOU The person who means so much to you has done something completely unforgivable and now it's time to make sure they know where they stand. You would kill them if you ever got the chance.
03. I LOVE YOU, BUT... A bittersweet love confession. You know you love this person more than anything, but you're not sure you can give them what they need.
04. I DON'T TRUST YOU No matter how you feel about this person, you really can't trust them anymore.
05. SACRIFICE You're going to sacrifice yourself, for the person you're talking with or for the good of all humanity. You want them to know the reasons and that there's no stopping you.
06. TROUBLE You're in trouble and you might not make it through. You need to let at least one person know how you feel before it's too late though.
07. BETRAYAL You've betrayed this person and you have to tell them the truth, no more running from it
08. CHEATED You've been unfaithful and it's time to tell your lover.
09. BROKEN That's it. You've had it. You are entirely broken and tired of everything.
10. AFRAID Something has you deathly afraid and you need to talk about it.
11. HELP ME You need someone to help you, bad. You can't do it alone anymore, you've tried.
12. I'M SORRY You said something or did something horrible and now it's time to ask for forgiveness.
13. YOU WERE A MISTAKE Sorry, but whoever you're talking to was the biggest mistake of your life or maybe it was just something you did together.
14. LET'S RUN AWAY You want to just get out, leave everything behind and be with this one person for the rest of your life.
15. ASHAMED Either you're ashamed of something they have done or something you did, either way you need to bring it up.
16. CAN'T REMEMBER The person standing in front of you looks so happy to see you, so relieved, but how do you tell them you can't remember a thing about them?
17. YOUR CHOICE Either choose an option from above, mix and match, or make up your own idea.

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[tiptoeing]

"I didn't say I was angry with you," Bruce countered, rolling his eyes. "I'm not. And their opinions about me being at S.H.I.E.L.D. wouldn't change mine. I'll only leave when you really don't want me to be here."

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That was vaguely uncomfortable and Natasha stood, not knowing how to answer. She wasn't used to caring about others -- and certainly not about them realising it when she wasn't willing to voice it. She wanted Bruce to stay -- hell, she'd been terrified when she learned what had happened -- but to hear him say it like that left her feeling exposed. Vulnerable. She didn't know how to react.

And so she didn't.

"Get some rest, Banner. We've got a few hours yet before landing."

[tiptoeing]

Bruce smirked a little bit, considering that a victory point. He was learning a lot about how Natasha worked, and mentally taking notes.

He shook his head though, when she suggested sleep. "I'm not sure that's a good idea," he admitted, even though he was on the verge of passing out anyway.

[redledgerdays]

She turned toward him, confused. "Why? The amount of damage you took, rest is probably the best thing for you. Just because the Hulk can handle an explosion doesn't mean you can."

[tiptoeing]

"I don't...sleep well on a normal day," he confessed. "After that..." He was afraid of what his nightmares would bring, but he didn't want to say he was afraid.

"I don't want to bother anyone with it," Bruce said instead, calmly.

[redledgerdays]

Natasha wasn't stupid. She built her life around lies and cleverly concealed truths. Banner's admission was more than enough for her to go on. "He won't be a problem," she offered, resting a hand briefly on his shoulder before pulling away. "It's safe here."

[tiptoeing]

Bruce gave her a grateful look, and nodded. After another moment of hesitation he made himself comfortable and closed his eyes, drifting off for an hour or two. It wasn't an easy rest, but thankfully that wasn't too obvious. Unless Natasha was paying attention.

[redledgerdays]

She never took her eyes off him as he slept, compulsively cleaning her guns. It was as much to give herself something to do in the silence as it was to quell her unease every time Bruce groaned or flinched in his sleep. She had to remind herself the Hulk didn't attack her when she showed up on the island; that he hadn't attacked her their last few missions, even though he could have. Banner had a handle on the Other Guy, even if he didn't acknowledge it.

Didn't make it any less frightening in close quarters over open sea.

Natasha was still staring when Bruce finally came round, chin in her hands, eyes lidded. Like she could see through him, see what was going on in his dreams and keep the darkest parts at bay.

"Have you ever considered sleeping aids?"

[tiptoeing]

Bruce sat up a little, eyes blinking open at the sound of her voice. He was rather embarrassed to find her looking at him like that.

"I've tried some things. Teas and herbal remedies, mostly. Experimenting with drugs is too risky. But I've gotten used to it."

[redledgerdays]

She didn't answer immediately, still just watching him, fingers intertwined under her chin. "Has he ever...?"

[tiptoeing]

Bruce frowned, not quite sure what she was asking. "Has he ever what, exactly?"

[redledgerdays]

"While you slept." She motioned with her chin, sitting back and holding out her arms in a I mean the Big Guy sort of way.

[tiptoeing]

Bruce laughed a bit, shaking his head. "Not that I'm aware of. I haven't woken up to a crushed bed before, at least." He didn't exactly have someone to tell him what happened when he slept.

[redledgerdays]

That was something. Natasha finally moved to stand, a faint smile on her lips, and disappeared toward the cockpit for a few minutes before heading back.

"We're landing. Come on; we'll test that out on a real bed after the doctors have their look at you."

And then she was gone again, prepping for landing and her own report she knew she'd have to give.